California
Fresh as a lettuce
I
She no longer loves.
The whites of her eyes fold like a sheet,
sweat like a sheet,
and like a sheet,
cry at the hour of their death.
II
Racism: sheetless bed,
not even a rag
or a cloth or a scent,
not even a picture con safos
not what you do against me or to me,
but what you didn't manage to do,
didn't have time,
didn't make that phone call for him,
didn't tell that friend about her,
didn't have time
didn't will.
III
California,
not even a ghost
a doll, or a prayer,
not even an apple of paradise,
or a yellow brick yard,
not even.
IV
Fresh as a lettuce
she sits on a slim-fast diet
getting her nails done,
filled in,
while they cut out our first tongue
at the beauty parlour
V
Plastic surgery,
removing the growth of culture
erasing the part of us we remember without a dictionary
She sits fresh as a lettuce
California, the woman, man and child
getting her belly buton pierced for her new gold ring.
VI
Next week,
her urban skin tatooed
with a mute image of a cleaning lady
just like a good dream
dark only on the outside
grafitti only on the inside,
fresh as a lettuce.